Ok, I was talking about the fish out of water situation. But I feel better now. I believe that whatever I was feeling while I was writing Part 1 was because of my inflated ego. I couldn't believe people broke my trust and my expectations. I made myself believe that only reason I am in Pune is to make deep friends and all that jazz. I know now, that is not actually who I am. I am a loner, I need my space and I can get clingy at the same time. I can't figure myself out at times, and I expect my friends to do that. That is not fair, so I have decided to just be here to learn what I have to, from my experiences and my mistakes, and mend my ways. I am the first change that I expect to see in the world.
I hang onto some people. I loosen my grip over the others. That's the decision I've made. Ultimately I have to be at peace with myself. So to all you people out there who have trouble with their social lives, I tell you, its best to just be yourself. Don't give yourself a hard time if someone else is not nice to you. Reason it out once, and if there's no solid conclusion, don't bother finding one. Trust me, you're better off than that.
Cheerio!
Friday, October 23, 2009
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4 comments:
hey its nice reading your blog but u don't constantly update it.....so whats the main difference in Pune and Kerala
I will update it.. by the way who is this pls?
I really agree to what you say in the last para..
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